Fountainhead

by Remy Styrk

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1.
Heavy 02:26
down to the river in search of prayers hands in a cold sweat faith in my stare I’m heavy, im not ready into the water up to my knees what do i want? in what do i believe? I’m heavy, im not ready hmmmm into the water up to my knees i don’t understand, i don’t understand into the water fall to my knees help me understand, help me understand oh im heavy
2.
we don’t listen to the same songs we cannot connect as i lie awake i wish to forget i wish to forget all the times i tried to write the perfect story all the love i never felt through guilt and worry i still see us now in opposite corners of the room but i’m pulled away but i’m pulled away and for years i denied anything, everything i felt couldn’t look a photo or talk on the phone with you but i can’t say i didn’t love anyone from my past it just wasn’t the love i wanted to have and you saw right through me i said i was hanging on tried to keep it together but i knew it was wrong i wanted it to work i know it was some kind of love i tried to rewrite the memory of us and for years i denied anything, everything i felt couldn’t look a photo or talk on the phone with you but i can’t say i didn’t love anyone from my past it just wasn’t the love i wanted to have we don’t listen to the same songs we cannot connect as i lie awake i wish to forget i wish to forget
3.
Hyaline 03:06
i am becoming hyaline your fingers pass straight through my skin as long as there’s light behind your eyes child of tomorrow, no we will not die we are spinning i am becoming hyaline my fingers pass straight through your skin i wonder where i have been child of tomorrow, can you forgive? i am spinning

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“Fountainhead” is 3 intimate songs about grieving different parts of my life. these songs are the most honest way i can share with you. i am doing it for no one other than myself. welcome back, old friend.

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released August 16, 2021

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Remy Styrk Kansas

Remy Styrk is a composer and creator. Born to a homeless heroin addict in Newark, New Jersey in 1999. At the age of 14 months, he was adopted by a couple, the husband, a fashion photographer and wife, a creative director. His parents’ love of the arts helped deepen his curiosity in music and the creation of it. ... more

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